As salam.
Berkobar-kobar plak semangat aku tulih blog malam ni.. sebab aku rase mesti kena tulih gak.. Sebab?
Hmm..
Da kali kedua aku dengar2 cite pasal tak berape nak best ttg aku and si org yang aku crush dulu ni..
Kan aku da post da yang aku akan lupakan die, and memang aku mencuba pown lupakan die. Kenapa ade cerita tak best lagi yang aku dengar.. which is like aku ni terlalu lah sangat minat gile kat die? Isk..isk.. tak bagus, tak bagus.. And now is like ramai orang tahu yang aku minat die, and die dengan bagus akan becerita pasal aku, and is was like he said.. "Im rejecting her."
Hurm.. Memang aku lone ranger, and mane2 aku pegi memang aku duduk makan sorang2. Maybe pelik bagi orang lain tapi aku da biase.. No need to accompany me.. Is that because you accompany me during my dinner, then I crush over you?
I dun need follower to this blog because all entry that i wrote is for me, myself. I dun want to know whose gonna read my post, how many times and all those thing because all the post is sincerely from my heart. suppose to the one who think he/she mentioned in my blog appreciate, not told to everybody that I'm crush over you and deny-rejecting me like I'm dying to having u?
Anybody freely to read. This blog is just like heart-to-heart talk. You read my mind and my heart saying. All the post here because I'm appreciate people.. And sorry if that particular post doesn't make u comfortable at all.
Since azi pown xde ngan aku da skrg, aku tak pernah bercerita apa2 pasal die kat sape2.. kenapa nak timbul pasal aku plak ni ye? Hurm.. tak taw lar.. lelaki susah nak faham..
Ape yang ade ditulis ktsini..biar je kat sini.. nak crite kat luar kat sume org, sangat tak profesional.. Because I think I never told anybody what i wrote.. Klu nak bace, baca lah.. tak nak bace sudah..k? Simple.
And let me explain here.. The crush, like, love is out of our controls.. Itu semua datang dari hati. Siapa menggerakkan hati? Allah. Is that me, myself want to crush to you? It is all I want? No. I dun know, that particular strange feeling jus come to me. And I now how to handle it and make it fade away and. GONE.
I know.
From now onwards, I really take this seriously. How?
Aku akan lupakan die. Serious. Biar memory2 yang ade kat blog saje. Malas nk fikir.. Let the memories fade away together with time. I thought that called friendship, tp klu orang tu burukkan kite, frenship lagi tak tu? Bukan bermusuh, cuma --- entah aku pown tak reti nak xplain.
Hehe.. Otak aku yang malas nak fikir bende2 complicated nih memang camni..
And now I like to say goodbye to you. Thank you sebab muncul tiba2 je dalam idup aku. That feeling will be end soon. Insyaallah. nothing impossible. Aku sangat yakin, sebab aku ada Allah. Dun worry k. Ni pown tgh ramadhan.. Insyaallah.. klu kita berusaha berdoa insyaalah dimakbulkan.. =)
End of Stories. Between me and you, History.
Note:
Aku tak taw la die bace tak blog aku.. but still aku tulis gak sebab nk reduce benda2 dlm kepala otak aku.. Hehe..peace..
::Salam Ramadhan. Semoga kita diberkati oleh-Nya.. Insyaallah..::